I’ve had some time to reflect on this “relationship” since I first met her in August. Here’s my observations on some of the decisions I’ve made as I was constantly penetrating her:
While I enjoyed banging her as much as I wanted, I realized that I was getting tired of it when she was late almost every time and wanted dinner before we fucked
She was also showing habits I couldn’t tolerate anymore. Some of the parenting decisions she told me about and her having some of the worst time management decisions on her days off that would make her late and she has the audacity to complain. Please
But I think the main reason why I treated her the way I did was because if we were much younger, I know I would have had no chance with her. She still wanted the thugs and money in her early twenties so I wouldn’t have had any chance with her. She still wanted that in her 30s. I felt like I was a fantasy for her since her last relationship that was 15 years failed and she wanted some attention from someone who has no kids and she found attractive. Why should I respect her if she doesn’t respect herself? I will say some of the things I did to her sexually was pretty disrespectful but she allowed it and I had no issues doing it of course. Don’t judge me!!
Just a few observations. Carry on!
